I am looking for support for my depression. I want to be in a face to face support group, but there are none in my area (except for a 12 step program which is based around God, and I am a non believer). I am unemployed and bored out of my mind but I can't seem to get motivated to do anything but sit on the couch and play games on facebook, and even that is getting boring after 2 months. I just wish that I could be happy, but I can't seem to. I feel like I will not be happy even if I find a job. I am alone most of the time and I think I need some human interaction but I don't want to burden my friends with my problems and apathy. I wouldn't want to hang out with me either. Do you know the feeling? Do you have any idea how to begin the ascent from this low place?