It sort of bothered me that Brian right away had to say you are not normal. Who is he to judge, is all I have to say. I think you sound normal to me but if you really want to verify it maybe see a school counselor and just talk about it. Can't hurt and many people do that. May it get better for you.

"Do not take life too seriously. You will never get out of it alive." - Elbert Hubbard