Hey all I haven't posted in a while but I need some support because I am really struggling. 3 weeks ago I attempted Sui went to the hospital but only stayed at the psych hospital 1 night and was released because my psychiatrist wanted me to do partial instead. Needless to say I tried again the day after my release and was in the psych hospital 17 days but I still wanna die. I don't have a plan or the means but it doesn't change how I feel. My psychiatrist is about ready to give up on me the only person I thought would stay by my side is threatening to leave me because I'm not getting better. It's my anxiety STUPID and you won't give me anything to help with that. So yeah I am a little paralyzed by the anxiety (and the depression). Anyway I don't know what to do. I'm so scared I just wanna die but yet without a plan I'm screwed. I don't know I just don't know what to do.