Dangit I forgot to include NOS!

My T actually said the other time that we weren't going to worry about the BP and we were going to focus on the self-esteem. That's sorta what triggered the "awww dangit" thought-process I've have going on since. And here is the only place I'm comfortable putting those thoughts into words.

I'm just worried that if he brings the topic up... that he'll try saying that he thinks I have Borderline or Dependent - neither of which fit me. The things that I have in common with Borderline are the bipolar and the others much more accurately fit with Avoidant. And I am not dependent in the slightest although he brought the word up - it was in regards to the fact that I simply can't do new things with other people around (like going to a zumba class... I can't go because I'll be horribly embarrassed and won't ever go back because of that. I am trying to convince a friend to go with me, because it gives me someone to focus on and someone to start at the same time I start. Once I got used to being there then I wouldn't need the other person there as much, because I'd fit in as a regular and would have gotten the hang of how things went after a bit.