I started it to keep from blowing up the threads in the mornings while still getting it all out.

one thing I did not expect is the clarity and good writing style that I have had with it so far. It's like I am typing to someone who has no clue about my condition, and it's really helping that way... So as I explain and describe it to the non existant reader that has no clue about me, I am explaining to myself really and figuring this stuff out!

getting a lot of clarity from it already!