No secrets. Before, the way that I felt last summer, then I had a lot of secrets. I feel that way now, so that's probably what your picking up on. but I'm an open book now.

Last summer I was self harming, going into crisis mode, anxiety through the roof, but during it all there was an underlying feeling. didn't feel too good... but I feel it now being here.

so maybe that's my secret, the way that I feel? I don't know.

I would say my anxiety and fear levels are pretty high right now.