To tell you the truth, I am not sure anymore what my primary concerns are. I don't know what to say, what to do or what to think. I'm losing interest and coordinance, having sleep problems (it's almost impossible to fall asleep before 2AM), getting more paranoid every day and, like those wouldn't be enough, some short-lasting (like a second or two) visual hallucinations occurred.
I'm not worried I might develop schizophrenia, my uncle has it and he's one of the smartest and coolest (in his weird way) people I've ever met.All I want is to live at least one normal day.

I am sorry you have (and still do) suffered. You should try to diminuate stress 'cause it's really devastating when mentally disturbed.

All the best!