still mostly depressed. Its kind of unnerving when the stress I am under isn't causing me to act out or search for a distraction. I am walking thru this step by step and usually would be very manic, all over the place by now. I am amazingly calm (before the storm??) and that is not like me.
So I am either making progress with all I have been doing or I have found a new "place to hide" so to speak.