We don't attack at PC, at least we try not to. But I have to admit you have pushed my buttons. Stringing along gf #1 is just wrong. You need to cut her loose and let her find someone that really cares for her and won't cheat on her even if it is emotionally only. As far as, girlfriend #2 is concerned I think you are being used but that is something only you can decide. Sending money you don't have to spend is putting you in finacial debt that you can't afford. You need to be open with your counselor. It is the only way that he/she can help you. And you do need help with this. I sincerely, hope you do get help with this before you get any further in debt.
Gayle