Pegasus! Hello!

Today was my first day, my trial run at being home alone for the summer. My wife teaches and the kids are back into school so it's the time that I have a lot of time at home alone. Last summer was horrible! full of Self Injury and crisis's and such... it was while I was being diagnosed and everything went crazy. So that was a consideration for this summer for me... to see how much better it would go.

but... my trial run today is not going well at all. I seem to be falling apart! I still fall apart when I am alone and soon I'll have to dig myself out of this hole and be right again for the family for when they come home and ugh! I just want to scream!!!!!!!!!!!

other than that I am doing okay lmao!