yeah, but that's only if she reads this. otherwise, I will be fine. I always am. I just don't always share what's on the inside at home. Actually, I rarely do. No one at home seems to understand that I will still cycle somewhat and have out of control emotions and that it is ok, that I will deal with them. that the meds are really working good and keeping me sane lol.

oh well, that's why I came here, to be understood.