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Hon, Satan has you right were he wants you. He doesn't want to lose you. He is the one putting up the roadblocks between you and God, not God! The harder you try to get to know God, the harder Satan is going to try to keep you away from him.

If I was you, I'd seek some religious counceling. It doesn't have to be in a church if that makes you uncomfortable. Right off the top of my head, I would suggest a champlain with the Salvation Army.

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this is what i was gonna say. if Satan isnt bothering u then u know he likes it that your not seeking the Lord. the reason the bad things happen when u start to pray is because Satan doesnt wanna lose your soul so he starts workin overtime & in these last days hes workin overtime tryin to get as many souls as he can to go to Hell with him. I pray & seek the Lord & Satan is always tryin to throw curveballs. I rebuke him & tell him to get behind me & i quote Scriptures from the Bible. ill say "it is written No weapon formed against me shall prosper , He who is in me is greater than he who is in the world." stuff like that. Satan cant stand against the Word of God. theres one that goes "Submit yourself to the Lord, resist the Devil & he will flee." and also the reason u feel so anxious when u go to church is because the Holy Spirit is speaking to u to give your heart & life to Jesus & ask Him into your heart & life as Lord & Savior. God so loved you & me & everyone He sent Jesus to die & bear all our sins on the Cross. Praise the Lord God forever!!! God rose him from the dead & He has victory over death hell & the grave. Just like if we're saved when we leave the earth we will go to Heaven to live with Him forever. when we become Christians everything isnt always good & peachy cuz thats just life & plus Satan wants you to serve him again. I hope u can find a counselor or Christian therapist & pdoc. I go to a Christian psychiatric place & they are so great cuz not only do they address your mental illness they also love the Lord. ill pray 4 u & lots of hugs!