Every week i've been going to therapy, I've become more and more comfortable with T. Initially I was so nervous about going to T that I literally had my first (and could be only) literal panic attack (as opposed to just panicky symptoms).

Just finished my first five weeks (1x per wk), and I find that the more I tell her, the less I want to tell anyone else. In my first 2-3 sessions, I would come on here and post my thoughts, or tell my best friends what happened. But as time goes on, my responses to "How was therapy?" get shorter and shorter (I think they got something like a "...it went really well. Very productive." response this week), and I feel less compelled to address my issues and anxieties on PC. Like I seriously only want to talk to her...

My mind is telling me different things about this:

1) This is a positive because i'm beginning to trust her obviously.
2) This is a negative because i'm falling back into my common childhood pattern of opening up way too much only to be betrayed, lied to or have my trust broken in the end.
3) This is neutral but odd because, she shouldn't be the only person I tell anything to - who will I talk to when we end therapy (not in the foreseeable future)?