Thank you everyone. Saw regular doc who said there is no way anyhow to stand on my left leg all day let alone putting critters in kennels that are knee level.

Somehow this cute abused dog came into my life, things are less stressful. I know I am smart and could have done it if I had given everything up including my mental health. But not "average" person who doesn't struggle with physical and mental illness.

I appreciate all the support you have given me.