No GenCat, you're not.

You're a person of importance, worth, value, and dreams who is struggling with issues that are hard to cope with. Some people might even choose to give up or even die, but not you. You are coping as best you can right now and working on bringing yourself to a new place. The fact that you don't like the ED symptoms is such a positive sign. You can do this! You can turn the tide and start the recovery process. It's only one decision away.

All the best,
Bub