Hello I hope things get better for you soon. I really feel that you should talk to the school counselor, and can you tell your father or another family member that may be able to get you the help you need at this time. I amgoing to leve you a hotline number to call if you need to talk to someone in person if you would just like to talk to someone about your problems and feelings 1-9800-273-TALK and1-800-422-HOPE for youth 1-800-448-3000(boys and girls hotline)
call some of these numbers when you do not feel well or if you are depressed, you do not have to feel alone. I hope the best for you take care Sincerely soidhonia