Hello & Welcome, Hillsa.

No energy, no initiative, know it well...
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Originally Posted by hillsa
I even feel like I am too depressed to even kill myself... Like the effort is too great...
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Once my psychiatrist explained to me that one of the paradoxical dangers of antidepressant medications is that in lifting (some) people out of depression, a certain small percentage of people will harm themselves when they regain a measure of initiative.
Please do what you can to remain safe and keep posting.
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My dog

mastered the "fetch" command. He would communicate he wanted something, and I would fetch it.