Hello I hope you are doing better at this time. I agree with everyone else that you need to see a professional in order to get diagnosed correctly. Your disorder could also be something mental or physical and only a professional would be able to help you in either case. It does sound like you are experiencing symptoms of depression none the less and you need to get help with this issue, so that you can feel better. I have to take medication daily, and have just learned that I have a disorder and in order to function on a more tactful level I need to take medication. I hope the best for you in your future endeavours. I am going to leave you a hotline number to call in case you would like to call and talk to someone in person when you can not sleep or feel depressed 1-800-273-TALK. Take care Sincerely Soidhonia