Hello biiv I feel that the appropriate reaction is to keep yourself and your mental health safe and think that you are doing well in school, and if you have problems in the future, you will face the problems as they come. I hope you dont put too much thought into what happened with your father. Everyone is entitled to their thoughts and feelings and as you said you are doing well in school and you are taking a very positive approach to the future and school. i hope the best for you in the future, take care Sincerely Soidhonia