Thanks for the support and warm wishes. Over the years, this forum has really been a great way to express myself and here back from people who get what the therapy process is like and that is comforting. It's actually affordability and my indecisiveness about whether or not I should go in the first place that caused such a long break in therapy. Sometimes, I rather just bottle everything inside. I already emailed her to talk about creating a plan to end therapy...so, idk it's wierd...I go in for an appointment this week and it has been actually 2 months. I made the appointment but, part of me doesn't want to go.