I am sorry you are feeling so depressed. I know it's not easy and I hope that things get better for you soon. You might want to see about going to the deprartment of family services to see if they could get you into a therapist right away. Sometimes there are ways to getting around situations like this. You just have to know the resources are out there. Hey they will probably even help you pay for it because you are a minor. That would be something to think about. I hope that you get some help soon! Hang in there!!