Here's an update: I told my T about this realization about her caring about me, and she of course made sure to put it in terms of her caring in her professional way, the same way she cares about her other clients.

Odd relational issues. Recently I brought up a few things she said from previous sessions, and she denies having said them, but she won't tell me what she remembers saying, or even that she doesn't remember the conversation at all. She just goes with the idea that I made up her part of conversations to suit my liking. What she does is ask me why I feel it's important to go back over old conversations. She tells me that what I thought I heard her say is the important issue. This has been going on for a few months, and I'm confused and upset. It makes me wonder about my sense of reality. I certainly have a vivid imagination, but I also have a good memory. I don't recall conversations verbatim, who does?, but I certainly remember the gist of conversations.

What do you make of it?