Hello I hope you are doing well at this time. I am sorry to hear that you are BPD, but I am glad that you are diagnosed and can look more toward what you need to do with having this disorder. The main thing is life is to adjust to what needs to be done to be successful in life, and learn to be observant as possible at achieving this success. I think you are taking a very positive step that you are willing to be successful in yout treatment and recovery, and that takes a lot of courage to want to learn to be positive in recovery. I hope the best for you in the future. Take care "sincerely Soidhonia