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Originally Posted by MissInvisible
Facebook is the reason why I'm in my bad moods. Yes, I can be jealous because people's lives are so much better than mine. But then again, it makes me grateful of my life too. I like to talk to my friends and I don't really post much because I don't think much people care about what I think or my problems. I used to post statuses in other languages for practice and I also talk in french to my french friends and sometimes russian to my russian friends. I really like PC because I can post what I feel and it's not bad as facebook. On facebook, I kinda of have a crush on my friend. It's more of excitement but not love feelings. His comment to my friend still sometimes hurt me when I think about it. Saying that my friend is a such a good friend and is positive makes me jealous but I still talk positively about myself. I still have friends and I don't have to be focused only on him. It's hard to explain.
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I think I may understand what you mean, esp. about your friend. I had a friend who I used to look at everything they did on Facebook and would get jealous about their positive comments about other people. It's like I could concentrate on nothing but our friendship/pseudo-relationship (I found out 2 years later after he had said over and over how he wasn't interested in me... that he was, in fact, gay - which was a relief to me! It showed it wasn't me that he wasn't into.. but my gender as a whole! haha and we even got closer.. but it definitely wasn't a healthy relationship at all.. definitely hard to explain).