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Originally Posted by gayleggg
We don't attack at PC, at least we try not to. But I have to admit you have pushed my buttons. Stringing along gf #1 is just wrong. You need to cut her loose and let her find someone that really cares for her and won't cheat on her even if it is emotionally only. As far as, girlfriend #2 is concerned I think you are being used but that is something only you can decide. Sending money you don't have to spend is putting you in finacial debt that you can't afford. You need to be open with your counselor. It is the only way that he/she can help you. And you do need help with this. I sincerely, hope you do get help with this before you get any further in debt.
Gayle
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You are nicer than I deserve
I know what I am doing is wrong, but I rationalize it, and then I beat myself up for the rationalization. I do realize how stupid this all sounds. I am afraid of hurting one, so I end up hurting both and myself. I know this will all blow up at some point and I deserve to have nothing in the end.
The terrible thing is knowing what I should do and not being man enough to do it. I hate that about myself more than I can possibly explain.