Well, we have entered into a game changer for everyone involved. He may have finally gotten a full time job, if he didn't sabotage it already. He has asked me to please be patient with him. He loves me, and he is hoping things will improve now that he can contribute more financially. Money is an issue, don't get me wrong, but it's not our biggest issue. I almost wish it was. But, the fact he asked me to stay with him, makes me think he wants to try again. I sure do hope so.

My heart is not in line with my head. I love him. It makes it so hard to be rational with him.

We had a small incident on Monday, and I realized I have gotten used to so much with him. We had gone to a local water park on Monday with my daughter and one of her friends. He was fine until we got home. Keep in mind, he hates water and hates swimming. He doesn't care if it's supposed to be a family day, yet he tells my daughter she has to go to things he wants because it's a family day whether she wants to or not. I put my foot down and told him he had to go if he makes her go. Well, we got home, and my daughter had to use the bathroom really bad. I knew what she had to do and knew it would be a little bit, and I said that to my hub. He didn't give her but five minutes and knocked on the door and said hurry up, I need to use the bathroom too. I was so pissed. I actually had to scold him like a kid! I said if that was you in the bathroom she would have had to wait, and you can wait to. Be patient and give her a chance to use the bathroom. So he sat down on the stairs next to the bathroom and pouted! April came out very shortly after that, and I apologized to her for him, and he darted in the bathroom without a second glance and not a peep out of him. She knows he's different. She is too with her PDD, which I think makes her more understanding than most, but what he did was totally uncalled for, but he sees nothing wrong with it and won't apologize! UGH!