Holy fuzzballs, everyone!

Ok, I see the slew of peeps forgetting their meds or not being able to take them.. I hope you guys' days get better or stay well (which I'm hoping they are of course)!

Then, I see a few posts that I'm sorta relieved coincides with how I feel- which is DEPRESSED! to meh, just nothing to "Wait... waaiiiit... I think I'm feeling better?" to DEPRESSED again! I met with my therapist today and I was a wreck -_-' The coping skills she's teaching me are really helping, I just have a really hard time grasping them sometimes. I get so confused, so forgetful, so agitated that it takes so much energy just to utter a positive thought to myself. I haven't cried in there since we've met as much as I have today. I'm trying to take a real proactive stance on my medical stuff though and meeting up with a psychiatrist. With the help of therapy and learning coping skills (whoa! my arms... they feel like they're not mine )... anyway, coping skills... then hopefully I can get away with taking a very mild type of medication.

I just want my good days back.