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Thanks everyone. Right now I don't feel like I can talk about everything. I feel like I spilled my guts here and got a whole four responses. I know that's not rational, but I'm still hurt and angry. Others post about stuff and get eleven zillion responses and I get four. Please don't take offense, those who did answer. I really appreciate that you took the time to read and respond.
I feel my crankiness building to something bigger. I feel like I have this giant bubble of anger deep down inside me that's getting ready to erupt like a volcano. Back in the day I had a wicked temper. I could and would blow up and go off on people. I thought that person was long gone. Now I'm wondering if she's just been sleeping. I don't want to blow up. I don't like being that person.
Thanks for readin. Thanks for responding. I'm still trying to figure out how to let off some pressure/stress without going "redneck crazy" on someone.
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