I cut again today and after telling my mother I am feeling like a failure and a let down to her. She hasn't spoken to me since I told her. I don't know what to do. I like to cut because it doesn't hurt like it use to. I like this addiction and I shouldn't. I have lied to everybody I said that I wouldn't ever do this again. I hate myself for being so weak to it, I feel like I want to cut some more now.