I lost some weight in the last part of 2012/first part of 2013. But I have been binge eating and have gained it all back within about a month.
I was binge eating honey mustard pretzels, then angel food cakes, then miniature candy bars. I would watch Netflix and eat an entire cake or bag of candy. My mom gave son and me a bunch of Milky Way candy bars today. She put them in a bag and I asked my son to hide them from me but I ate one before we left mom's house. I have been eating fruit but not any vegis at all.
I need to stop buying the foods I binge eat. If it isn't here I can't eat it. But I still want it. If I knew where the candy bars were I would eat another one so at least that will stop me for now. My kitchen is too cluttered and dirty to actually cook right now but I am working on clearing the clutter so I can prepare meals. Pretty much everything I eat now is ready to eat, fast food, or microwave.
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