Hi Candybear,
You need hugs! ((((((((((Candybear)))))))))
But seriously, I'm sorry you're feeling like you're going crazy all the time. I don't think you are-I think you are going through some major adjustments in your life and you're off balance from it. You'll find your grounding soon enough. But if it's really, really scaring you than maybe calling up for an emergency appointment with a/your doctor would be best. Also, could it be something physical? Are you getting enough sleep-have you been taking sleeping pills, if you're on meds, are they the right meds for you? I feel my craziest when I consistently don't get enough sleep. It maybe something like that. Or what else makes me feel crazy is when I've gone a long time without being touched by another human being. (not sexually) That's when I call up for a full body massage. It somehow recenters me. You may need something completely different to help make you feel better but I just wanted to let you know that other factors may be playing a role in helping to make you feel like you're going crazy and they're not neccessarily coming from your psychy first.
I hope you find out the root of it so you can stop feeling like you're losing control.