I too am the same, nobody in my life has made me feel like i'm worth their time, or that i am beautiful. I live in constant fear that my b/f likes women better when we are out, or on films,etc, but he doesn't tell me i am wrong, so i keep believing what i feel. He also has said some horrible things about me in emails to his mate and i found them-i was completly destroyed-and has made my feelings much worse. I just wanted you to know you are not alone in your thinking. We are beautiful in our own way.