I believe in OOBEs. I wanted to have an OBE while mediating but I just fall asleep. When I dream, I sometimes feel myself floating. The last time it happened, it didn't feel like a dream. They happen if I'm suffering or if I've been in a bad mood. I felt like I was in my room. I saw an elderly couple and it looked pretty real to me. They just happen randomly for me. I think when you meditate, you have to relax yourself and you have to try and keep yourself awake. I mean, your body is falling asleep and somehow, you have to keep yourself awake. That's so hard for me. I also suffer with sleep paralysis and I've had times when I felt like I wasn't in my body. There are others times, when I wanted to but I feel slightly afraid or I just can't do it. Whenever I feel like I'm in a room, I want to turn my light on but I can't. I don't see demons. I don't believe in them. I really don't want to sound crazy. I'm sorry if I am crazy. I'm still learning myself and I could go on about this for hours.
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