I don't think it's in the wrong place at all. I can completely relate, though for me it's not 'too pretty', it's 'too functional' to need their help. To be honest I've had it. I feel like I just want to go into the facility and start beating the crap out of people and maybe they'll listen. Four years of trying to get help, being bounced around from shrink to shrink, counsellor to counsellor, not having money to do anything that will actually help me. I HATE the mental health system. It's got not one bit to do with actual health. Hopefully you can find some actual help.