I just wanted to let you know that I am keeping you in my thoughts!
I am most certain that this meeting with your new psychiatrist will be helpful and since you already feel like you can trust them, that's a great start!
I do understand feeling like your life will be over if you're stuck with a MH diagnosis, but that is not true, there are plenty of very successful people out there who struggle with MH illnesses as well.
Again, hope everything went well!
(if okay!)