I can't pin point it, but I have always been closed up. Never share my worries and that's why I want to become a therapist and joined this field because I know the importance of having someone. Yet when it comes to me I overly intellectualize things and worries and never let myself cry in front of someone. May be I have been doing this to myself for so long that now I can't handle if someone else cries. It didn't use to be this way though. Even before I joined this field I have tried to be of comfort for others. But it was during my MS training that I started to become this anxious when someone cries in front of me