Jax,

I went through that same thing with baths. I guess knowing what's behind the drive might help to pinpoint why it's a drive.

I know for me it was an escape...complete escape and privacy...if just for a bit.

Do you know the "feeling" you get from it, or that makes you want to? That might be a place to start.

When I started making time for myself alone, and demanding that I be left alone, the urges calmed. I found better ways to obtain what was being craved/needed.

GL!

KD