my body wont accept anything but bagel with honey and butter ,anything else gives me intense nausea after my od on tues now thurs .

ANd my clinic says if im improving then i dont to call or if bad go to er sighs , i keep trying to get answers but they just keep saying i should not call to much and report also ughhhh .

""I am so depressed and upset and both my ACT team of professionals don't or are not sure how to help or support and my clinic does not ethier ,and my clinic coordinator and doc also seem burnt out and dont like receiving numerous calls when im trying to get answers or support, and possibly my act team.

I feel like giving up but my alters keep wanting me to keep trying and reaching out but look where that has got me nowhere ,what can i do to repair clinical relationship and medical with my doctor and the ACT professional team members , what can they do or what can i tell them they keep asking but i have no idea , im sad and upset and i feel like talks go nowhere with my team members and last call to my clinic and with clinical medical coordinator sound frustrated and sorta annoyed and rushed conversation saying they would be telling me the same info and that the psychiatrist would know more.

Makes me want to overdose badly and not tell anyone or drink just urges but strong.""