My 13 year old dog Sacajawea just passed away two days ago. I keep thinking she is here and trying to pretend she is. She had a good life but I want to see her again so badly. I wish I was with her now. I love her.
I am in counseling but its slow going my therapist tells me Im too unstable to really go there right now. Right now I struggle to live each day.
He is an a-hole. Still to this day he has no remorse and can't understand why I am angry. I never talk to him and he has threatened me enough I can't let him find out where I live. He was very abusive emotionally but I put up with it for the animals sakes and in the end it didn't do me any good.
He was very lucky I had no car because I would have done something bad I think. I still feel like giving him a good kick when I think of him.
I love my animals and would give my life for them. I like animals much more then I like people they love unconditionally and never hurt you what more could anyone ever want. What he did killed me it was like I lost my whole world overnight. I tried to get charges put against him but by law they are considered communal property so it was legal what he did. However I am going to do the one thing I can and that is sue him for half of what they were valued at I don't want the money in fact I plan to donate it but he doesn't want to pay and its my hope he will think before he acts next time.