I'm in the same boat, and I've been out of high school for 15 years. I'm still living with my parents and I spend most of the day in bed while other people my age are working, raising kids, etc. It makes me feel worthless. Have you thought about vocational rehabilitation? I can't tell you what they do exactly, but I was advised to check it out because I've been unemployed or underemployed ever since I left school. I'm going to an information session next week.