Mixed day. Was hypo the last two days, then down last night, felt okay today, going back down the last hour or two. Feeling bizarrely insecure. I often draw as a way of relieving my moods (both manic and depressed), but never show them to anyone. Then last night at the encouragement of a friend, I posted them on facebook for everyone to see... and even though I had a lot of positive feedback, I'm nevertheless feeling vulnerable, I guess.

So even though I've been feeling kinda jittery today, and have managed to be fairly productive, I've still got that sinking feeling in my stomach and that "my ribs are going to burst through my back" sensation. Also feeling pretty lonely.

Bleh.