I am up way too late tonight for my liking, but seem to be in a much better place today. I had a long discussion with my wife yesterday about what was going on with me. (When I say long I mean maybe ten to twenty minutes, but for me, that's long, especially when talking about myself.) I think the conversation helped me alot, but I still feel the need to possibly get some emrgency meds (Klonopin worked well to calm my emotional state some time ago). Thanks to everyone for your thoughts, prayers, and hugs.