I n a word no, you will never stop worrying, i will worry every day about nothing and every thing, i'am 50 this year, i worry more now than i did 20 years ago, no one is really judging you , it's because you feel you should be judged by what happend in your past, you my girl need to get your mojo back , i mean all you need is a little more confidance and reasurrence, i feel for you , try each day a little time out for your self, hot soak in the bath or a walk alone ect, as for your little one , i can see that your doing a good job, get a baby sitter for a couple of hours so you & hubby can have some "together time"
hope every goes well for each day that comes,
gismo x