You don't need to be progressing emotionally right now. That's for later, when you have a T and friends surrounding you. Try not to put too much pressure on yourself, you just need to be getting through each hour.

Although, to dispute your point a little, you are doing a lot more than just getting through each hour - you organising things with friends to improve your mood, making progress towards your goals by taking driving lessons, and the huge achievement of opening up about your emotions here on PC. That's a lot of achievement in a situation where just staying afloat is an achievement.