Thanks Sam. I think I may try taking to the new therapist this Wednesday and see where we end up.
As for the ex, she is flying down. One had other chances to tell her, but I was I'm a better space then and thought I could handle her visit. now it's the day of her arrival and I have to suck it up for the weekend. Maybe my wife can find some support in her being here, as they both have gone through crap with me.
I forgot you wee a very. Not a leo, a created gecko. They don't much like the new formulation of the food I use, so he wasn't eating as well as he should have. I didn't pick up on it because I don't really check on them as thoroughly as I should when I feed and water. The others are still alive, but the little ones I wOrry about. I'm going to try tweaking their diets by adding fresh fruit once a week of I have the energy. I found another hatchling last night just before I found out Sheldon died. I'm not even incubating the eggs, and the females are all separated out. :/ I wish I could find a buyer for a bulk of the colony, but no one followed through on the purchase. Maybe some day soon?
I'm doing better This morning, so I hope it keeps up at least while the company is here. I can crash again on Monday.