I don't like to be stared at, but I find it so comforting that my T stays with me and focused on me (although not looking at me necessarily) even when I cannot talk. I have had so much pressure for so many years to be "on" all the time. He stays with me mentally and emotionally even when I'm shut down or unable to speak or perform in any sense.

I would still love an update from the original poster, if you're willing. Did you ever call her back or go back in? Thinking of you and hoping you're okay.