that's a shame that your old md left you. I understand your reluctance to go to the dr. I hate them myself. do you have an anxiety prn med you can take to get you there? putting it off any longer is just going to increase your anxiety. it is really hard for me to try and say something supportive in going when I hate drs so much. you gotta do what you gotta do. I just wanted to offer some support and say I understand why you are so scared of going. I would be too. but I would do it because it was important to my health, but I would have to take my klonopin first. hang in there.