Hi everyone. I feeling like I need to try and relate to others with bp again. No one in my real life seems to get it. How difficult it can be.

So any ways I've been doing ok I guess...no meds for 6 months and pretty stable but boring. I struggle with the day to day. I "lay low a lot" Don't want to take on too much...in fear of stress. Stress is a trigger for me. But I feel as though I'm just existing rather than really living. Or is life just boring sometimes?

I work part time, cook, shuttle my daughter, watch my soap, take a nap that's basically my average day. I feel like theres a hole in my life. and am tired of living in fear!!

How much do you do in a day? How much is enough? How much is too little?
I know everyone is different. Just wondering how other peoples day go.