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Originally Posted by landskaperdan
it's hard not to feel like an outcast when it always feels like there is something wrong, something to hide in the prescence of others. that's how it is for me. So I pretend a lot. and I can get so wrapped up in pretending, that it's hard to come back down to reality a lot of times. especially when I am dragged down by depression.
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"They" say fake it til ya make it but then when are you really your true self? I feel like I don't even know myself sometimes.
This illness screwed me up at a young age.... 16 then I got better and married young and had babies so never really got a chance to live for myself and really find out who I am. If that make sense.