Hi guys (hi Dan! Long time!)
I get up at 4-430. Get to the gym by 5. Work out til 550 shower get ready go to work at 7. I'm a project coordinator so I am all over the place at work. So many cookie jars to put my hands in. Take my meds around 8 am- lamictal, abilify, clonazapam. Try to get through the day. One at a time. Hoping I don't overreact or cry or get paranoid that people are talking about me or that they think i am crazy. I sometimes convince myself that everyone there hates me. Im paranoid like that i guess. Hope like h*** my son doesn't have a melt down at school or camp. Try not to tell the annoying people at work how I feel about them when they annoy me. Come home. Walk my dog. Clean the house make dinner talk to my son clean up dinner mess, try to find time to talk with my fiancé. Do laundry. Pick out gym and work clothes for next day. In bed by 10 do it all over again.

I'm starting to hate my meds. I don't wanna take them anymore.

Dan. You need a hug. But I don't know how to hug on this app. ((Dan))